A year ago after interacting with a narcissist I was struck with insight one night. That’s when the words The Triangle of Recovery burst into my head.
Right then the three sides of the Triangle hit me in 30 seconds:
Fostering healthy relationships as the gateway to recovery. Giving and receiving love compassion and forgiveness as modes of healing. Honoring and accepting each person’s individuality as their super power for living well and whole.
As regards healthy relationships:
The undeniable effect of trauma on a person—like having a mother or father who is a narcissist—was what got me to promote healthy relationships as the new focus of my Advocate work.
We can’t change other people’s behavior. We can vow to treat ourselves and everyone else the way we want to be treated. Kinder and gentler is the way to go. This is on us to do regardless of how others act.
Interestingly, near the time of my Triangle epiphany I met a kind and caring person. This reinforced that being in a healthy relationship can be curative for the individuals coming together.
As regards love compassion and forgiveness:
Without these healing modes illness worsens. Giving and receiving love compassion and forgiveness is required for us to heal from illness trauma or injustice. Oppression thrives in a loveless world.
Forgiveness exists on a continuum: It can come and go. On some days we’ll have anger at what a person has done to us even though we’ve forgiven them.
Confronting them with how you feel isn’t always viable. Writing the person an unsent letter reading it aloud then ripping it up and throwing it away. Punching out your feelings into a heavy bag in a CKO kickboxing center. These are two ways to heal what we feel.
As regards individuality being a super power:
Often expressing our individuality is what other people like narcissists don’t like. What causes illness is being cut off from our true selves out in a society where we’re judged and criticized for being different. Living in a buttoned-up family can shred our self-worth when we think dress and love differently from an early age.
Illness sets in when we’re denied the right to express ourselves freely and without fear. The famous quote is: “Genetics is the gun. Environment pulls the trigger.”
Healing is possible when we commit to expressing our feelings. The act of showing up as ourselves I call “self-presentation.” Hiding who we are can cause emotional distress. The only thing hanging out in a closet should be a fabulous frock not our identity
This is why our individuality is our super power: Our gifts traits and strengths help us recover. Part of why I speak out is to fight stigma with velvet boxing gloves.
Too often outsiders view us through our symptoms and believe no one can recover. Without taking two seconds to get to know us as individuals. Our personalities power us through.
Simply by getting in the ring we’re winners. We are all champions regardless of whether we win or lose. Everyone is engaged in the prizefight of our lives when we’ve had a breakdown.
Often having a breakdown was required so that we could repair and build up the parts of ourselves that need healing. And healing is not a “one-and-done” action with an endpoint. Healing is a life-long process.
Using the Triangle of Recovery on our journey of healing can allow us to have a happier and healthier life. What if God or the Universe or a Higher Power is saving the best for last for us.
I hope that talking about the Triangle of Recovery sparks ideas for you about how to heal and recover.